ok. actually only the "im sorry" part is relavant

we/i dint realise that there are actually alot of little things we do during sjab that actually do disappoint out sq ics

some we might not even know of

but whatever we did, we all know it in our hearts

and yes. im sure that we all reflected on ourselves

reflection dosent have to take very long

seeing our squad ic cry infront of us

its like gosh. a big impact

just that split second, reflected that we/i have done alot of wrong/selfish things that are really not supposed to be happening

we cried. and then??
reflect and learn

we/i dont want and will not let this continue when we are sq3

selfish behaviour and selfcentredness

if we learn through this experience and actually improved and reflected

i dont think the last few drops of ic's tears are wasted

we still have a month more until camp

we will improve and prove to our ics?

we will get better.

and i dunno whether these will all be empty promises.

we need to find a time to talk about all these things i guess??

it too complicated.complicated

im sorry